Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Monday, April 16, 2007
How fast things change...
This was written on April 4, 2007
OK…My hands are sweating as I type this…we’ll just say I’m going to be under close watch every week….Ummm, so I had the same tech that did my 1st US where I MC’d so I was a bit nervous seeing her, she doesn’t talk much and hardly tells you what’s going on…Ugg so DH is there and said “Ha, it looks like a parrot!” So I’m thinking, that’s good, last time I only had a fetal pole…so I asked do we have a HB and she said “well,” big pause… “Let me look” Ugg the suspense…I started to get worried cuz she had this intense look on her face…then she said “Well, I see the Baby has a hb…and ummm, I’m sorry, want to do a T Vag” Ugg, no prob right? “Yup, baby B has a hb!” What 2 babies! Yipee! “Wait…There is also a Baby C, but Baby C doesn’t have a HB yet, or he might be absorbed as the other 2 kicked him out so to speak.” So I’m dating a week off of my calcs, but my dr didn’t seem worried as multiples can date smaller…So I’m now dating 6 weeks 1 day, Tator A HB was 110, Tator B HB was 103, and French Fry C is on the fence….I’m so running the gamut of emotions…I’d love trips or twins, but I’d be so happy with one. So They are still taking my quants every week, took more today…Dracula is my friend…and I go back on the 25th for another US to see “who’s left” so to speak. So keep and Tators and French Fry in your prayers that all goes well…I’m guessing I might turn out the same as you Stephanie and the French Fry may depart. I’m so happy and clueless at the same time. I thought this appt would make me feel more secure, and it does for the most part, but I’m just feeling strange now…wow, triplets? Or twins! Too fricken cool! I need a nap.
One week later on April 12, 2007... an ultrasound confirmed that I lost all 3 babies. :(
At this time, I'm waiting for Mother Nature to kick in.
OK…My hands are sweating as I type this…we’ll just say I’m going to be under close watch every week….Ummm, so I had the same tech that did my 1st US where I MC’d so I was a bit nervous seeing her, she doesn’t talk much and hardly tells you what’s going on…Ugg so DH is there and said “Ha, it looks like a parrot!” So I’m thinking, that’s good, last time I only had a fetal pole…so I asked do we have a HB and she said “well,” big pause… “Let me look” Ugg the suspense…I started to get worried cuz she had this intense look on her face…then she said “Well, I see the Baby has a hb…and ummm, I’m sorry, want to do a T Vag” Ugg, no prob right? “Yup, baby B has a hb!” What 2 babies! Yipee! “Wait…There is also a Baby C, but Baby C doesn’t have a HB yet, or he might be absorbed as the other 2 kicked him out so to speak.” So I’m dating a week off of my calcs, but my dr didn’t seem worried as multiples can date smaller…So I’m now dating 6 weeks 1 day, Tator A HB was 110, Tator B HB was 103, and French Fry C is on the fence….I’m so running the gamut of emotions…I’d love trips or twins, but I’d be so happy with one. So They are still taking my quants every week, took more today…Dracula is my friend…and I go back on the 25th for another US to see “who’s left” so to speak. So keep and Tators and French Fry in your prayers that all goes well…I’m guessing I might turn out the same as you Stephanie and the French Fry may depart. I’m so happy and clueless at the same time. I thought this appt would make me feel more secure, and it does for the most part, but I’m just feeling strange now…wow, triplets? Or twins! Too fricken cool! I need a nap.
One week later on April 12, 2007... an ultrasound confirmed that I lost all 3 babies. :(
At this time, I'm waiting for Mother Nature to kick in.
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Hope
Strange things happen in life when you least expect it. We often ask ourselves why, and seldom get an answer. But do we really need an answer?
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