Tuesday = 10w 1d...spotting again...LOL!

Headaches come and go...so does the spotting...all of it has been "old" which is good, and my Peri says that he expects it to continue for 2 to 4 more weeks...FUN! LOL! 10 more days until my next Peri appt....one day at a time....one day at a time!

Friday = 9w 4d, WOW!

Sorry, it's been so long...the pregnancy hangover keeps me off of the computer. Exciting news this week....I almost have cleavage for the first time in my life! Saw the Peri yesterday...thought I'd post some pics....

Wednesday = More MS, 8W 2D

Sorry...blog has been put on hold due to work and my pregnancy hangover....

Saturday = Good Question

Ummmm...MS is keeping me hopping & happy! Not much to report today. My parent fly in tomorrow....Have a great day!

Another Ticker...

Wednesday = I'm losing my voice...

I think I'm losing my voice...not 'cuz I'm pg, but since I've been presenting so much...LOL!

Thought I'd post this from Monday...crazy! Boy, lots of growth for 4 days...

Tuesday = 7w 1d

Ummm...busy at work, but who isn't? Trying to think of something worth typing...I love to eat chips and cake...ummmm....bed sounds nice! Nite!

Monday = I Have Horns...

Interesting day...

The Lovekin has tripled in size since Thursday and is measuring right on 7w 0d ! YEA...plus a great HB of 144...I did learn that my heart shaped uterus has a bigger split than we originally thought....this is the interesting part...the baby is in the left 'horn' very securly and there is a clot in my right 'horn'...they have basically told me that I will probally release the clot, but the baby will be fine...Ummm, talk about a little scary...so any future bleeding could be from my overly sensitive uterus or this clot...yea? *rolls eyes* My Peri is so happy that things look this good so he doesn't want to see me for 4 weeks! WOW! That puts me at 11 weeks! Right at the end of trimester 1! OMG...My head is spinning...literally...Did I mention I think I have real MS this PG? I've had a headache every day for the last week, but it's been solid for the last 3 days....I get this crazy flu like feeling in my tummy...I feel pukey now and then....and I LOVE ketchup! OMG...I gota lay down...It's like I have a crazy hangover that doen't go away...LOL!

Sunday = Taking the day off

Ahhh...enjoying 'Sacred Idelness'....highly recomended for all!

Saturday = What I didn't want to see....

I don't know what to think at this point...I keep telling myself that it's just from the internal exam that I had this week on Thursday...

I'm spotting, again...more than before and the colors are ones you don't want to see when you are PG and less than 32 weeks along....the colors drain your face of color, and cause you to swallow hard. They instantly make you say prayers and want to make a deal with your own life...They make you feel light headed and sick in your belly.

It will be okay...this is only temporary...it is going away...you saw a HB, your baby is fine...7 months from now you will hold it in your arms and whisper to it the stories of how it scared its mother in the beginning. I feel that everything will be ok, it will...I know it, and come Monday I again will see its blipping HB on the screen....it will all be okay.

The past is in the past. Every day is a new day, a gift...

Friday = Being Greatful

I am the luckiest woman in the world! I am so thankful for the many, many gifts in my life!

Familywise:
- I have a amazing husband who would do anything for me, he loves me!
- My husband is the handiest person to have around, I love him!
- Dogs that always love you, no matter what...never ask questions...or talk back.
- My ever so thoughtful grandmother.
- My parents are very caring and frequently call me to keep me up dated with their life.
- My parents are also both retired so it gives them the opportunity to do what they like to do.
- My parents who visit and help so much around the house and know how to run a mean yard sale! :)
- My brother lives close to me and is a great person to shop & go out to eat with! LOL!
- My nieces are such free spirits...it's amazing seeing them grow up.
- My IL's are supportive and seem so busy...their lives are exciting. :)
- My cousins are a riot! They are so funny, and they make me feel good when I'm around them.

Friendwise:
- A have a dynamic group of friends both locally and around the world.
- I have friends who understand who I am and what I've gone through to become the person that I am today, and they appreciate me.

Homewise:
- I live in a beautiful home that my husband and I built with our own 2 hands...literally.
- We are fortunate to have plenty of room for visitors and love entertaining.

Healthwise:
- I am very healthy and eat very well.
- I have the great ability to get pg easily, without much intervention.
- I have wonderful Dr's calling me and looking out for my future.
- The healthy & happy baby that I am carrying, who will be born in March, 2008.

Moneywise:
- There is always more than enough money to cover the expenses tha I encounter, even the unexpected ones.
- I find money on a regular basis...gota love finding a $20 in a pair of pants or in a random spot in your purse!

Me-wise:
- I'm creative and silly.
- I love to shop and can find the best bargains out there!
- I love to work on the computer and am a total computer geek!
- I love gathering information about all sorts of stuff...
- I love to look at the sky, both durring the day and at night.
- I'm blessed to have a pool to float in and drift away durring the heat of summer.
- I have a great body that gets me where I want to go.
- I know I am a work in progess and this masterpiece is not yet finished.

Others:
- The fans that circulate cool air.
- My super car that gets me from point A to point B
- My outstanding boss who is the most caring person in the world!
- Not having to write a paper this weekend! Yea!
- The fab pie in the fridge that I made last night...can't ait to eat some!
- My DH who gives me space when I need it and knows how to listen.
- My bed that is so comfy and lets me sleep all though the night.
- The pantry that is always full of good things to eat.
- The bread machine that makes a rocking loaf of bread.
- The Water Store guy who runs a great shop and is so friendly.
- Our neighboors for being so wonderful about everything! Oh, we are blessed!

--- TO BE CONTINUED ---

Thursday = A look inside...

Bright and early my DH and I went in for an US...I was so nervous, as always...not wanting history to repeat itself, I kept thinking happy thoughts and pushed all other thoughts out of my head. I was delighted to see a tiny little "Lovekin" with a beating heart on the screen...it was all so surreal! Lovekin looked more like a parrot standing on it's head...LOL. The best part was hearing and seeing a HB rate of 116. Yea! Now to try to relax a bit...

Wednesday Evening...

Dracula = SUCKS! Missed my vein...ugg!

Spotting = Done

New numbers = Over 15,000

OB wants to see me tomorrow, US....looking for a HB....I'm nervous...

Wednesday - Should have kept my mouth shut!

So I put off posting about the no spotting until about 10 mins ago...well...just super, should have kept my mouth shut..errr, I mean my fingers off the keyboard...Anyway, I go to the bathroom and BAM! Worse than Emril, spotting is back....ugg! BLAH!

I'm going to see Dracula in 3 hours...poo!